More ... i write ... more i understand that ... i don't really know so well the meaning of ... the words ... i am using.

So ... i could say ... writing this new book "What do you want?!" ... that i don't clearly understand the differences between "i want" and "i need".

I ... somehow believe that ... all i want is what ... i need.

So ... I continue saying ... i want ... i want ... i want ... because consciously or unconsciously ... i feel that i need all that.

But ... what if all is just ... a confusion.

Maybe ... i say ... "I want a brunette woman" ... because my friend Brian has a beautiful brunette.

In fact ... i don't really need a brunette woman.

I just ... envy Brian ... cause he is with this beautiful lady ... and i want to have what he has.

... all being a story about envy.

Not ... a desire.

Or ... maybe the real truth is that i like this woman he is with ... and i want her.

So ... yes ... i don't want a brunette.

 

 

I don't need .... a woman.

... however she might be .... blonde ... brunette.

Even if she might be ... miss Universe.

So ... all is unclear.

I say ... "I want a brunette " ... but all is a weird reflection from my unconscious ... envying Brian and wanting in fact ... his woman.

I go deeper.

I analyse other similar desires from my past.

And ... again ... i am confused.

So ... do i really need what i say ... "i want..." or is all a confusion provoked by my unconscious?!

Most certainly ... all looks unclear.

Yes ...

But ... i try to meditate more.

Deeper ... and deeper.

.... and don't fool myself anymore.

 

 

 

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